First Day

Today is the first day of the rest of my life....how many times have I said that in my 44 years ? My guess is too many. Well, today with lots of thought and second guessing, I have decided to be honest with myelf and everyone else in my life. So here go's......I am MORBIDLY OBESE. I weigh
.....wait for it, are you all sitting down? 293.2lbs or for my British guys 20 stone 13.2lbs.
OUCH.
I have always been the jolly fat girl.I have always been the clown, the one to make jokes about my size before anyone else can. I am sick of not finding clothes I like in my size. I want to enjoy the summer and not sweat so much I get sore. I want to go kayaking with Dan. I want to enjoy life.
To paraphrase Spiderman's Uncle...with great honesty comes great responsibility so I am being completely honest,and if I have eaten a whole family bag of M and M's then I will tell all!!
In the words of Yodo, who cold probably lose a few pounds himself, Do or Do Not, There Is No Try. I will do, I will lose.